I’m not sure how I survived all the chaos, but I have, and I am back.
Two months have flown by since the last blog post update. I’m not even sure I know where all that time went. March got away from me with it being a very birthday heavy month. I had hopes that April would be more promising with time. I traveled for work and celebrated a few more birthdays, but I’ve somehow found myself in May, finally sitting down to write. Insane, right?
I took a break from blogging because I felt like I wasn’t really experiencing life. I never went out, I wasn’t meeting people, and I wasn’t getting my name out there. During my hiatus, I joined a rock climbing gym. Now, I find myself with aching muscles and covered in bruises, but it’s worth it. I’ve made new friends and discovered that I actually like beer – only sours, though.
Apparently, I’m also insanely good at trivia. We go every Thursday night now, and recently, I helped us win the grand prize, which turned out to be tickets to a Migos concert. For the record, I do not like Migos, but the tickets were free and we went with all our friends so we enjoyed the evening nonetheless. (I was actually hoping for Matt & Kim tickets, but oh well!)
As much as I have delighted in these last couple of months, I’ve found myself haunted by my blog. I was thinking about it 10-15 times a day, each time overwhelmed with a feeling of guilt. Even now, I want to take pictures, I want to sit down after work and write, and I want to get back into the grind. The fire never went out – it was only weakened, but it was still burning. Now, I am feeling a resurgence of energy. I’m hoping to revamp my website again. A makeover is long overdue.
I think it’s time to make another change and really push myself in the direction I’ve always wanted to take.
